test for new work in progress song - 「はずかしいかんかく」

 

it's a little offputting..... this is my work for a new song i'm making (even though i should really finish my ongoing album...)

so far i have a name plans for it...

hazukashii means embarrassment or shyness i think and kankaku is feelings?? and maybe the song can be called はずかしかんかく which is exactly what i just wrote for "feelings of embarrassment" or "embarrassing feelings"... i was gonna name the song as "THAT 「FUNNY」FEELING THAT OCCURS" but it is kinda long and even though i usually like to put long titles i think i'll shorten it this time unless i plan a new title...

i have some english lyrics for it but i wanted to try and write it in japanese

That one feeling just comes and goes

And I don't know much about it

(And, and, and)

And it makes you really red

And you think about FUNNY things

(And, and, and)

And I feel really awkward and, and funny inside

(And, and, and)

And I catch myself looking at such funny things

Online!☆

I just feel really gross inside

And I feel pretty disgusting

Seeing things, I get all wide-eyed

Sometimes I come to my senses

When I'm alone, I sit at my desk

Or on my bed, making it a big mess

Fidgety hands, nervously breathing

My heart races and my face is red

I don't do anything too weird

All I do is look and sweat

The unlocked door is a big threat

Get these naughty feelings out me!

so it's a song about unwanted thoughts that i cannot control and i've been planning it for a while already now. this was my progress but i'm working on translation... i know google translate is not too great to use when learning but it helps me a little, and i also use a japanese dictionary like shirabe jisho and also a physical one i have at home. i used to use deepl but i think it's getting a little wonky with the accuracy and i discovered google is getting a little better now, but i'm trying my best to learn vocabulary and grammar still. i hope it's not bad that i get a little extra help.....