Thursday, December 25, 2025

Art Trade I Did W/ MoeMoeManiac!

 

This is their OC I animated! It was so cute! In exchange, they drew me TEK-KO! I don't know if I'm allowed to show their art, but I'll just keep it to myself for now. I'm very happy. This is my first time doing an art trade with a stranger and it was so fun! :DDDDD
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
Version with a random song I picked.
Version with a song they recommended after showing them the song I wasn't sure about previously.


Saturday, December 20, 2025

Cover For Another Song

 

This song is released as a single and belongs to a bigger album (TRIED2 GROW UP 2FAST). It's a remix of Adult Patch by MASA WORKS DESIGN and before you think something, I know the original song is real weird. I preferred to interpret the song as an adult who has an unfortunately young appearance (similar to a situation I'm having, I'm often mistaken as 13 or younger in person despite me being 17) regardless of what Masa originally intended. I think the song sounds good, but I won't support it. I've struggled with something on the same topic of the song before, and I will tell my story now.

In this remixed song I made, it's more personal and I made the meaning different. I once knew someone. I've known them since I was around 8 years old, meaning he was practically my childhood friend. He introduced me to his friend when I was 11, and that friend turned into my fan. I used to think they were around my age but I discovered they were both 3 years older than me only a few years ago, meaning I've been lied to for like 7 years of knowing them. If I were still friends with them now, I would've known them for 10 years.

My childhood friend was teaching me disturbing things since we first started knowing each other, and it felt right because I thought he was truthful. 2 years later, he began to date me online and wanted me to grow up quickly and be more like an adult. I was trying my best. He told me that if I were more like an adult, I would be more lovable, and he would help me be more like an adult. Then he made me erotically online roleplay with adults and dragged some of my poor fans into it and I feel horrible about it. Sometimes I still want to die at the thought of other people being dragged into his shit, especially other kids, and I want to kill him. It doesn't even help at all that while we were all RPing, the others never aged me up and I was really just RPing as my real 11 year old self. He would also traumatize me of inappropriately drawn images of Spongebob characters because I was hyperfixated on him and snuck Cristali's (infamous pedophile in the animation meme community) content into my videos. I used to have profile pictures of Minus8 art and had a whole NSFW Discord server because of him. He said it was mature to be inappropriate.

Okay, I'm getting ahead of myself. This wasn't the point. Anyway, he wanted me to act more adult-like and womanly while I was still barely not even a teenager yet, and his solution was to constantly expose me to dangerous situations and sexualize me. At the same time, he was teaching me DDLG stuff and called me a rori, which was confusing, and I don't even want to explain what any of that is because it's disturbing and gross.

I don't even want to talk about this anymore. I was going to say more about his friend he introduced me to but I don't want to think about anything.. 

Anyway, here is the full album list I've been planning:

New Album Tracklist 2

POPPING SALTY SEA GRAPES IN MY MOUTH

  1. CHOCOLATE SODA AND A CHERRY ON TOP
  2. SILLY PART OF GROWING UP
  3. NANANA SODA POP RIN
  4. ARTISTS WILL SAMPLE ANYTHING MAN
  5. APPLE YABLOKO RINGO MANSANA
  6. PLEASE BUY ME A CANDY RING
  7. TRIED2 GROW UP 2FAST
  8. ART THAT NO ONE WILL EVER TRY TO SEE
  9. ROTTING CHEESECAKE MILKSHAKE
  10. OPENING EYES IN THE SALTY SEAWATER
  11. MY BRAIN CONTAINS EVERYTHING
  12. EATING STRAIGHT SODIUM
  13. I'm Not 12 Anymore

nue houjuu

i like her (i forgot the snake in the animation version sorry)

Thursday, December 18, 2025

Saturday, December 13, 2025

current WIP for something

 



i think i'm just gonna scrap it... this is me in real life and then kia and drik. i was gonna draw everyone else but i'm getting tired of this.

Thursday, December 11, 2025

gift for my cool online friend

 

they are noel and annabel from träumerei ♡

Monday, December 08, 2025

roomie

 

he sold the other bed

Friday, December 05, 2025

gakuran kun yume 2kki

 

i love your wonderful color palette 

Wednesday, December 03, 2025

darla vengeance on drik

 

i did it so quick everything looks so disproportionate fuck you

PRANK WARZ

 

supercute... REMEMBER! they're just best buddies. ♡

Tuesday, December 02, 2025

★ FEATURED ★

MIKE GOUTOKUJI